A PEEK ON MY EVIL SIDE

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MY PRAYER

NURTURING EVIL FOR GOOD

THE EVIL IN ME THAT YOU COULD ONLY LOVE OR HATE

MY PRAYER

Thank you, Lord, for you have blessed the one who’s good at making up stories to cover her misdeeds—thinking it will make her a SHERO.  Thank you for you have made us see her TRUE COLOR.  Too good, her true color didn’t stain us.   

She called me a bitch, Lord.  She thought it would affect me.  She never thought she’s talking to a fearless one—never afraid of someone’s perception of me.  But then she didn’t realize when she said, “ANN, YOU’RE A BITCH” she’s talking to her own mirror. 

She thinks she can conquer me whatever she says.  She didn’t know she’ll only feel two things with me:  INTIMIDATED or CONTAMINATED.  But then with the way she throws words at me, she indeed feels INTIMIDATED.

Feels good, Lord.  Feels good to laugh at people’s ill-feeling.  Forgive me, Lord, for I can only laugh at people trying to destroy me but NEVER EVER WILL.

Your prayer may sound like mine some days or maybe you didn’t bother being too honest with your feelings to the Lord.  The thing is, He’s the only friend who I could tell much better about my silent triumphs.  Triumphs only me and my God know.  

NURTURING EVIL FOR GOOD

This is some kind of sensibility.  In some situations you just have to forge personalities befitting the person who may have clouded or at worst invaded your personal life.  

Odd as it may sound, but you have to be a little evil with the devil-like attitudes.  Simply because the fact is, bad is always around.  And bad persists for whatever reasons because some are not wisely good but COWARDS. 

One cannot know what you can do.    Leave them believe like they know the whole you.  I mean, to the ones feigning kindness and trustworthiness. Whoever they are, they’re only up for one thing “THEY WANT TO DESTROY YOU.” 

We’re born with natural control over our senses.  We’re born with X-RAY visions.  We can see the honest and we can see the liars.  However, you may find it wise to stay good (or maybe you just don't find yourself courageous enough). But what’s more pathetic than being ignorant to allowing evil to intrude? 

Maybe you could have gotten what yourself need most of all if you did much better with a prudent judgment of evil.

THE EVIL IN ME THAT YOU COULD ONLY LOVE OR HATE

It doesn’t matter how much friends I have.  But I’ve always find wisdom and joy in the company of my real good friends.

For some girls playing nice and bitching around my world, I can also be nice in a way “ANN DOES WHAT’S ALWAYS BEST FOR ANN”.  You see, niceness isn’t a tough thing to do, after all.

IF I WERE TO BE NOMINATED AS CANDIDATE FOR CNN HERO

Surely we do have a lot of concerns in many areas and the precedence I always have in mind is education-related. As a development communicator, my main concern is the implementation of READING SCHEME in certain Thai institutions.

I have been working in Thailand for more than 4 years now in the concentration of educational field. I have been a part of the literacy department specializing the development of the reading skills of our multicultural students. Less knowledge in reading is a widely known problem you get to meet in any Thai institution.

Thais spent a luxury in education with high hopes for the English fluency of their children. However, the return keeps them desperate and keeps them striving to test out other schools and languages centers. No one can help them better than the school can. Thus, schools should have sufficient knowledge with regards to BASIC LEARNING--learning to read. Basic may sound an effortless thing. But dealing with the students who are barely able to read is similar to teaching a baby how to walk. It takes goals coupled with passion to persist doing it whatever the cost.

Reading is an introductory focus to other learning. It is a versatile skill each kid should master. The kids' mastery in reading would serve as their gateway to the world as they grow up. I believe CHILDREN IS THE FUTURE OF OUR UNIVERSE. But no one can help them get to where they should be without someone leaving them a legacy. Someday, when they'll be doctors, teachers, engineers, pilots and whatever professions they choose to do they will look back and thank you for what you have made them because you have made them USEFUL and IMPORTANT.

After putting up the Reading Scheme in our Bilingual school, we did see a big improvement in our students. With this program going smoothly for three years now, I was encouraged to introduce the concept to other Thai institutions.

Thanks to our LITERACY TEAM, our program had been very effective.


P.S. This is my assignment for my schooling

FEIGN GOOD SLEEP AT WORK AFTER THE WHOLE NIGHT PARTY

I always take heed on my own number one rule, “ALWAYS LOOK GOOD AT WORK.”  The point is, that’s just what it should be.  Work is what makes me who I am my whole life. To look dashing at parties and failing to do so at work is quite of a scorn I can’t afford to be.  Looking best all the time matters wherever and whoever you’re dealing with.

Some weeknights allow you to loose yourself and have a good time.  But who says you don’t have work in the morning?  You have 50 reports waiting to get done and looking lethargic at work is not such a good impression.  But thanks to the dynamic colors and creations in the makeup world they have been helpful enough to us, girls, to make a facade of radiance during sluggish days.

Basically choosing the right shades for your eyes is one helpful tip you can make the most of.  Eyes never lie.  How awfully well you enjoyed the party till dawn will take its toll on your eyes the following day.

One magic I have been using for beauty ritual is the touch of earth green and golden-brown eye shadows from MAC.  The procedure below will show you a few ways to work on your own trick: 

1. After moisturizing and putting on your face foundation, pat on a light amount of concealer around your eyes using your ring finger.  This will conceal your eye bugs and eye wrinkles.

2.  Apply some pressed powder or loose powder.

3. Outline a cat-eye shape on your eyelids using pencil or liquid eyeliner.  This trend has been very famous in any occasion. (Some sites have been very helpful with this)

4.  Then, put on the eye shadow of your choice above the outlined cat-eye shape on your eyes.  

Having some colors will keep you looking as vibrant as ever.  Now, you may try it on and shun those baggy tired eyes.  Put on some glimmer and be glamorous at work.